Lets start. I am different person. So how am I different from others? Simple, the answer is that I think myself as special Let me explain how.
In my school days, I'm not a bright student in fact I din't take our(Indian) education seriously this helped me to think for myself rather than use techniques which was used by others. It has its own pros and cons in the side of pros I used to solve problems practically easier than others were else in the side of cons I had to get red lines in my progress reports (it might be also due to my handwriting and spellings were only I can understand). My parents and teachers were worried about my future In fact I became Sophophobia (fear of studies) and it did not help me to stop the red line from spreading in my report. As a chain reaction scoldings and trashing increased which bought only pain rather than marks and I understood that fear will never let you to achieve your goal. At this time I was too far to catch up with what I left.
Discovering my first talent, one day without my teacher permission(I din't tell because they will reject me due to my performance in academic) I participate in a long distance event in my school sport's meet it was an open event meaning anyone can participate. I was new to sports I did not have any sports gear or was the eldest, but there was spark inside me telling I can do and you are special. I went to the starting line the race was about to began. There was a fight inside my head one saying you can but other part saying you can't, but around me there was silent as a funeral and without any warning the sharp sound of visil broke the silent the crowd started to shout and the opponents moving forward like a bullet coming through the rifle I went forward to join the first group but fell down at the start I got up and joined the race(this took out all of my fear and gave a boost inside me) as the race progresses slowly one by one started to give up and my legs felt like heavy lead tied to it there was a loud voice in my head ringing to give up but every time I overtook a person it gave me the strength to carry on, the strength was not from my muscles but rather from my heart. The final bell rang telling that it was the last lap that is when I noticed that only two of them were in front of me and they were close and I know if I can give little more effort I can catch them both now I cant feel my legs they were moving to its own cord at the last 200mts mark I overtook them both. I knew every meter I move I am closer to the victory but the last 200mts was not easy i had no energy to run I knew it was going to be tough fight at the end. At the final bend I can see the green ribbon which is marking the end, students and teachers were running along with me encouraging (I promise you that without that encouragement I would have not finished the race) with a great battle I finished the race the teachers who said I was useless were the first to hug me. I knew then I dint just win the race but I also got my future back.
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In my school days, I'm not a bright student in fact I din't take our(Indian) education seriously this helped me to think for myself rather than use techniques which was used by others. It has its own pros and cons in the side of pros I used to solve problems practically easier than others were else in the side of cons I had to get red lines in my progress reports (it might be also due to my handwriting and spellings were only I can understand). My parents and teachers were worried about my future In fact I became Sophophobia (fear of studies) and it did not help me to stop the red line from spreading in my report. As a chain reaction scoldings and trashing increased which bought only pain rather than marks and I understood that fear will never let you to achieve your goal. At this time I was too far to catch up with what I left.
Discovering my first talent, one day without my teacher permission(I din't tell because they will reject me due to my performance in academic) I participate in a long distance event in my school sport's meet it was an open event meaning anyone can participate. I was new to sports I did not have any sports gear or was the eldest, but there was spark inside me telling I can do and you are special. I went to the starting line the race was about to began. There was a fight inside my head one saying you can but other part saying you can't, but around me there was silent as a funeral and without any warning the sharp sound of visil broke the silent the crowd started to shout and the opponents moving forward like a bullet coming through the rifle I went forward to join the first group but fell down at the start I got up and joined the race(this took out all of my fear and gave a boost inside me) as the race progresses slowly one by one started to give up and my legs felt like heavy lead tied to it there was a loud voice in my head ringing to give up but every time I overtook a person it gave me the strength to carry on, the strength was not from my muscles but rather from my heart. The final bell rang telling that it was the last lap that is when I noticed that only two of them were in front of me and they were close and I know if I can give little more effort I can catch them both now I cant feel my legs they were moving to its own cord at the last 200mts mark I overtook them both. I knew every meter I move I am closer to the victory but the last 200mts was not easy i had no energy to run I knew it was going to be tough fight at the end. At the final bend I can see the green ribbon which is marking the end, students and teachers were running along with me encouraging (I promise you that without that encouragement I would have not finished the race) with a great battle I finished the race the teachers who said I was useless were the first to hug me. I knew then I dint just win the race but I also got my future back.
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